My grandma is a big cooker. Now that is usually a great thing. Except for situations like this. My stomach is not feeling great at the moment. I'd rather just sit around and relax. But of course she cooked something and made me eat. Now I feel even worse. There's only so much a person can fit into their stomach. And mine is pretty much filled to the brim. I think I might actually explode. I just want to curl into a ball and die.
Finally saw Pride and Prejudice today. Of course it wasn't as good as the book but it was pretty damn close. At least this time Amanda wasn't around to fall asleep!

Music:

We The Kings - Skyway Avenue [Finally a song that Amanda and I can agree on. I can't take listening to Cher with her anymore =)]

Radiohead - 15 Step [A certain somebody has gotten this song stuck in my head. Even though he would never let me listen to it in the car =/]

After an extremely stressful couple of days I'm finally in a better place mentally and emotionally. The majority of my stuff is now moved into my mother's house. After the end of this month I'll be completely moved in. This is stressful itself because there's really nowhere for me right now. With the renovating I've just been crashing on the couch. And all my stuff is scattered throughout the entire house. But it's getting better. I also happen to have some of the best friends I've ever had right now. Even though we've only known each other a short period of time they've already helped me through a lot. They've done much more for me then a lot of my other friends. I've also been talking to a pretty nifty guy. =]] But no need to get ahead of myself.

Music:

The Academy Is - Beware!Cougar! [Probably my favorite song off of the album 'Fast Times At Barrington High']

Hellogoodbye - Here In Your Arms [Hellogoodbye used to be my favoritest band ever. I had forgotten how much I love them]

Muse - Supermassive Black Hole [Muse at it's finest. This song really really really makes me want to see them in concert. Matthew Bellamy's voice pretty much melts my spine :)]

Just Let Me Sing You To Sleep

Today was a pretty good day and for no real reason. Maybe it had to do with my late night escapades. [Don't get any bad ideas] I sat on my bed and knitted. That doesn't sound too bad now does it? Well, now factor in what I was watching on TV: Golden Girls. I have become middle aged at 18.

At this current moment in time I'm pretty darn happy. Yuffie [She's named after a Final Fantasy character. Does that show how dorky I am?] and I are lounging on my bedroom floor listening to music. Every now and then she'll growl. But not an angry growl. More of a content moan. Then I'll look at her, call her name, and blow her a kiss. That sends her tail into over-drive. She's pretty much my best friend ever. I do have to give Nick that; He gave me an awesome Christmas present two years ago. Even if she's not a pug like she was supposed to be.

Cute, Right?

Music:

[I'm in a pretty sappy mood as the music shows]

The Spill Canvas - Lullaby [I know I've talked about this song on here before but I just can't get enough of it. I'm pretty sure that if any guy was to learn this song to play and sing for me I would fall in love immediately]

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel [I usually just turn this song on repeat and listen to it for hours at a time. It's that good. And equally as sweet]

Tell Me Again About Those Better Days...

Not much to write today. I only have a few songs that I'd like to send to a certain person. As I'm in the habit of keeping the peace nowadays putting them on this blog will have to do.

Incubus - Blood On The Ground (If that certain someone happens to read this blog I'm sure this song is pretty self explanatory. The lyrics are pretty much how I feel anytime I see you.)

Lyrics:

I don't wanna talk to you anymore

I'm afraid of what I might say

I bite my tongue every time you come around

'Cause blood in my mouth beats

Blood on the ground

Hand over my heart I swear

I've tried everything I could within all my power

Two weeks and one hour I slaved

And now I've got nothing to show

Oh if only you'd grow taller than a brick wall

From now on, gonna start holding my breath

When you come around

And you flex that fake grin

'Cause something inside me has said more than twice

That breathing LESS air beats breathing you in, oh

I don't wanna talk to you anymore

I'm afraid of what I might say

I bite my tongue every time you come around

'Cause blood in my mouth beats

Blood on the ground

Hand over my mouth, I'm earning the right to my silence

In quiet discerning between ego and timing

Good judgment is once again proving to me

That it's still worth it's weight in gold

From now on I'm gonna be so much more wary

When you start to speak and my warm blood starts to boil

Seeing you is like pulling teeth

And hearing your voice is like chewing tin foil

I don't wanna talk to you anymore

I'm afraid of what I might say

I bite my tongue every time you come around

'Cause blood in my mouth beats

Blood on the ground

High fives to better judgment

By saying less today, I will gain more, gain more

Low twos to you my, my fickle friend

You, you, you who brought the art of silent war

I don't wanna talk to you anymore

I'm afraid of what I might say

I bite my tongue every time you come around

'Cause blood in my mouth beats

Blood on the ground

Hot Hot Heat - Goodnight, Goodnight (The music sounds really upbeat while the lyrics are little more serious)

Katy Perry - Hot & Cold (Again, the lyrics are self explanatory)

Cauterize - Killing Me ("No more sleepless nights alone, This bed is better without you")

Memorable Moments of the past few days:

1. "I like dem ducks"
2. "Can you uncover your legs?"
3. "I'd like a nuba duba cheese j"
4. Amanda's cat Petri molesting me
5. "Do you like it when I caress you with my light?"
6. Telling Sean that I think he's a serial killer
7. Finding the big red cross in the sky
8. The terrifying road that we thought might lead to the big red cross in the sky
9. Will laughing at me tapping the fishtank glass at Walmart
10. Thinking Amanda thought I was the monkey screeching in the 'Thnks Fr Th Mmrs' video while playing Singstar
11. [You've been tagged in a note]
12. [Sean Beaulieu also commented on Hillary Tilden's note]
13. [Hillary Tilden also commented on Sean Beaulieu's note]
14. Amanda telling TJ we were going to Zaxby's instead of Waffle House
15. Danaerella
16. Alien porn
17. Trying a quail egg
18. "If you like it then you should have put a ring on it"
19. The nut tray
20. Randi running over the curb
21. $0.12 worth of gas
22. Hillary's laptop cord and Amanda's PS2 controller cord
23. Randi's hip swinging pose
24. "Did you get into her earhole?"
25. Peeing beside Amanda's car in downtown Athens
26. Eating raw bread dough
27. Hillary's dead brother Huebert
28. Hillary TwoLs
29. 'Live Your Life' on the radio every single time I entered a car
30. The 'Check On It' dance

I'm sure nobody will be able to comprehend half of this blog. Should have been there. Probably one of the most enjoyable weeks of my life.

Music:

Muse - Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want (Probably one of my favorite covers ever)

Kaiser Chiefs - Heard It Through The Grapevine (Must be a day for cover songs. I'm a fan of pretty much anything the Kaiser Chiefs do but I love his voice in this song.)

MGMT - Electric Feel (I love this song but I totally hate the remix. It's a waste of time so don't even check it out)

Van Morrison - Brown Eyed Girl (I pretty much need a guy that will learn this song and sing it to me. Then I can die happy. Unfortunately I couldn't find a non-live version so you should totally download it.)

My Heart Breaks So Easily So Just Be Gentle With Me

Today in my 'neck of the woods' it is officially 68 degrees. I'm spending the better part of today babysitting Cassie and Meya. If you could call it that. They're really good kids. I've been spending my time checking my email while they watch cartoons. Besides the occasional discussion of what's next that's really all there is to it. Our conversations consist of this:

Cassie - "It went off"
Me - "It will come back on"
15 minutes later
Cassie - "It went off"

Me - "It will come back on"

So as you see it's been a pretty mellow day.

Music for the day:

The Boy Least Likely To - 'Be Gentle With Me' [It's too cute not to love it. The intro reminds me of something that should be a theme to a children show]

RIP. BFF Feb. 2005 - Nov. 2008

Well, sadly after almost 3 years I have to say that my best friend is no longer. He didn't die, disappear, or even get abducted. He simply decided he no longer wanted me. And I quote, "I love you, I'm just not in love with you." I don't know about you but when I hear that phrase I believe it came straight from a rerun of Beverly Hills 90210. I've been putting off this blog for several reasons. But I guess the main is because I really didn't want to admit it. I've finally come to terms and as hard as this is for me it's time to move on. A very intelligent man said I was 'hanging on to the relationship.' [Thanks Wes.] I really have been hanging on. It's time to let go. We had a good run but unfortunately it couldn't last. It's time for us both to move on to bigger and better things. We just wanted different things from life and could no longer make each other happy. Thank you for the good times.

Adieu, adieu...parting is such sweet sorrow

On a far lighter note, I've got some more good music for you. Anybody that actually reads this give these two songs a listen and tell me what you think. I would have had another song but I couldn't find a youtube video. If you get the chance check out The Duke Spirit - Darling, You're Mean. It's worth your time.

100Monkeys - Scientists [I've fallen in love with this song. Watch the video and see who you can spot playing guitar. He's a cutie =D]

Dan Le Sac vs. Scroobius Pip - Look For The Woman [Check out thier song 'Thou Shalt Always Kill' also]